Thursday, February 16, 2012

once

there's once i've loved the most.
just that once and serious once.

wonder do i have another time and another serious time?
i just know i lost everything, and i dont have confident.
i mention i lost everything doesnt mean i've committed something "illegal" or wrong in the term, cheat.
nop.


well, i know i loved very much, die die i dont let go my hands. even today.
"... said it, it is already passed." (not by me)
past for present, i dont care, as long i trust my heart.
shits happen, i dont care, as long i love ...

well, i just want to express myself, as currently just finish going thru the notes for 2molo last paper. i have no shit clues about it. i only know im goin to fucked and handing in empty. means, PHAILL!!
i dono who i am, what am i, hell am i.
confuse.

bye...

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

a beer pls?

took this before the BOM exam paper. was too nervous, gan jiong edi.
just like now, freaking nervous. thinkin of drink a can of beer but then my house didnt have beer, so take Tequila shot.
later 8.15pm have Marketing Planning & Organising paper. now memorizing some of the point.
2 day studying, not any shit goin in my brain. although study with tips.
i hate memorizing, i cant memorizing shit. lousy short term memory, plus im getting no interest in studying.

feel like givin up, but cant.

arggghh, heart jumpin fast, mood arent right. feel like drinnking beer to cool me off. phaarrkkkk!!

Friday, February 10, 2012

没心

真的没心读书。
不懂要怎么样,明天要考试,到现在2.47am还没读完。
读来读去也读不懂。

已经不知道自己在读什么书了。
我爸懂的话一定会很失望,我自己都失望本人了。
已经失去那读书的兴趣和目的。

我想,明天的BIS会交白卷吧,我不希望咯。haihh

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

hate my life

dono why i just hate my life so much...

need greens so much, to get the thing i want.


hmmm, seriously, time fly fast, i spend most of my time at home. i can feel im getting lazy lazier by time. lazy to do things, lazy to go out. sleep sleep sleep.
just like that. i spend most of my time at home. alone.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

never been good.

since........

didnt been that good. never been feel great.

since.......

just feel that...low...
lowest point of all....