Saturday, November 26, 2011

beer heaven


i broke my rules, no drinnking before sunset, means day time...
i broke it, morning woke up, noon, night...

then last week, before MY-NPL (Malaysian National Paintball League), on thursday, after my noon class, i went down to town find my friends, they waited me at dp.
once im there, they said they at Overtime, i was like...whaaaaattt??!! 3pm something middle of afternoon weh!

on my way walk to Overtime, the Dataran Pahlawan field is preparing for the Paintball even, MY-NPL final round for this 2011 season, me and my team will be there, we gotten 4th place on the Final round, the fourth round. In 2011 season, overall we won 2nd placing. For Street Mobsters!! huaattt ahhh!!

back to story...
they already drinking, well i ordered 1 pint...free another 1...
so that noon, i took 1litre of Starker, then went back campus with them continue our class...
heck, i was a lil drunk, tutor asking me stuff, i was like...errr what????

nowadays i drink more than other year, even okay with beer, but good beer lah...
can say im social or really alcoholic already, even my mom says i really drinker dah....
because of you, im not blaming but yes because of you, i drink and drink and drink

Sunday, November 13, 2011

drink

this year, drink more than usual and previous and other year...

just went WCA, free tax area, drink diff type and try diff type of beer like nobody business, try some cocktails.
those cocktails price arent really that cheap...

now i really enjoy drink beers, except carlsberg, tiger and mayb heineken

Sunday, November 6, 2011

7/11

is just a day...

i've already decide it, im not facin it, i will stay at home, close my eye, till 8th Nov comes...
is just a day, just a day... nothing for it anymore...

1 of the day on December, i will do something...
because 1 of the day is just important to me, i cant do so much, but i try to do as little as i could.
l... y..

i wont forget and i will stay.



although im weaken, but keep tryin and tryin stay up right, standing, not to fall and im not movin no where.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

away

next week wont be at malacca, will on air off from mlk...

Emptied.

no one understand nor unable to feel at all.

just like me, i unable to feel, cant feel anything at all.

is already in stage of worst and dead. cant feel anything. worst stage of all.

just like the heart already dead or empty, heartless, no heart at all.



wana look?? is actually empty...

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

寂寞寂寞就好

寂寞寂寞就好。习惯就好,不习惯也是要习惯。

爱车人,像我,爱车好过爱个女人。
now, car is my everything... im very sayang my car, although not perfect enough, but i still sayang her (my car).  just like i love her, shes not perfect, i like her, her everything...no regrets at all...
being a fool or stupid den stupid, im fine with it...
simple, and good. but actually is complicate and madness.


慢慢的经常在家自己喝酒。

on 7th nov this year, im not lookin forward anyway, im being right person last year. but this year, not at all, mayb im gonna sleep on my bed til 8th nov just wake up as usual, go class.
yea on 7th nov is holiday, 'spend my time with family' (actually just at home), simple and super duper bored, since will super duper bored, i'll tend get very frusfrated... (well, problematic person, crazy)

dont need think so much, 7th nov, unless got so great person bring me out and party like mindfuck.
OR, mayb i go out have drive at night, speeding, tackling corner with high speed, car losses control, accident and crash to cliff or whatever then die on the spot. who knows, anything can happen...
because, in my ba zi (in mandarin) the fortune life teller, already proven, i not really have 'smooth journey' for this year, and i would get hurt, bleed, crazy plenty bleeding, might die, or get hurt or cacat or whatever...

even, got one time i went movida drinking with my paintball teammate, Street Mobsters, one of their friend at there, he can fortune tell some, but those he said, and compare as i know, is actually right and about the same. especially i said  i will involve in accident and will hav major injury bleeding non stop.
he say, i should drive slow, no more fast drive speeding.
i just dono when will be, or never will happen if i drive slow or....etc etc
i've already let go everything, surrender my life to god, i dont look and take anything as very important, even i look lightly on my life and everything. i don care it anymore, want how then how lah... since this year 2011 early of the year, feb or march like that. i;ve already be like that.
exam, subject fail then fail... don care d... i also no heart to study edi...
just like a useless rubbish rotten kid...

well, born on the day, die also on the day. easy, solve everything, my parent dont need waste any money after that, selesai 1 problem caused by fked up kid (me)