Thursday, June 23, 2011

SoLo

now, most of time, errr can be said all of the time im solo...

means, im alone all the time...

happy? u think about it...
i never want to be like that and i never will chose it either...

ppl do need a 'station'...erm i should say shoulder.....-.-

no idea what to say........
bye, never been good anyway....

been very hot tempered, very moody, up down mood, just like heavy wave...
come and goes, only my family members got my temper coz when i at home, i prefer 'untouch', mean, dont ask me to do anything. i prefer to settle down and cool down and doin nothing...
if can, i just want to talk to only somebody, but anyway no more somebody...

times will come, i know it...times will come...

it is tough to wait, super tough...i never like to wait but i need to...

anyway, 'ethanol' is the best anticeptic to me, lately been drinking alot, make myself high, easy to sleep, sleep better...
now suffering shoulder and neck sore, due to unable to sleep properly...is been some months already...
never been good, i guess thats the reason im so hot tempered, so easy got lighted off or burn off...


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