Thursday, June 23, 2011

SoLo

now, most of time, errr can be said all of the time im solo...

means, im alone all the time...

happy? u think about it...
i never want to be like that and i never will chose it either...

ppl do need a 'station'...erm i should say shoulder.....-.-

no idea what to say........
bye, never been good anyway....

been very hot tempered, very moody, up down mood, just like heavy wave...
come and goes, only my family members got my temper coz when i at home, i prefer 'untouch', mean, dont ask me to do anything. i prefer to settle down and cool down and doin nothing...
if can, i just want to talk to only somebody, but anyway no more somebody...

times will come, i know it...times will come...

it is tough to wait, super tough...i never like to wait but i need to...

anyway, 'ethanol' is the best anticeptic to me, lately been drinking alot, make myself high, easy to sleep, sleep better...
now suffering shoulder and neck sore, due to unable to sleep properly...is been some months already...
never been good, i guess thats the reason im so hot tempered, so easy got lighted off or burn off...


Friday, June 17, 2011

依依不舍...

后悔for每一个东西。。。

可是现在要说的是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。


自从那天上飞机,爬楼梯上飞机的时候, 我往后看,依依不舍,想的是 #。
在飞机里,又在想,又睡不下,给点钱交些酒,又来罐醉自己,就得睡了两个小时罢了。。。








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最后一天,依依不舍那边,不想回来,可是有一样东西让我要回去。。。
现在呢,我想要去那边,逃!
真的,我不想呆在这里了, 我想跟我爸说, 我要退学,退mmu,不想再大马了。。。
可是相对不起我爸,为了我这没用浪费钱。。。
我承认我没用。。。


ps to 你/     其实。。。。。

Monday, June 6, 2011

hoe hoe


miss all this things, especially hoegaarden, so cheap i got a carton just for...erm 60+ i think...
imported beer mah...
if the local made cooper or toohey or others...just 30-40 or 50 for a carton...
nice, everyday a beer is nice, especially at nite...

doesnt feel want to stay anymore...

this time came back is because something or someone...
yea too special but then i dono...i not sure about it...

if really is okay then im staying, if not i think i will make my choice to move away from Malaysia.
i've tried a different environment, yea that for sure is not Malaysia...
just doesnt know why day by day i dont like Malaysia...

missin there, my uncle, aunty and my cousins...

UWA perhaps??


i doesnt feel want to go back my new semester today, 6/6/2011...
i just after my holiday, tested different place...
if you really missin me, i will stay.....
*abit emotional now* so will blog until here with a pic....


Burswood sunset