Saturday, April 30, 2011

Subang burger...

the double, i think is mushroom...just about rm5+ -

The Jumbo Hotdog, forgotten what flavour d...
i have this for so long already, few months back....

looks geli, but u see the double, 4 piece chicken and a piece of egg....
thats the awesomeness having this, super awesome...and 100% satisfaction

what is it look like??

yeng?? funny??

50% & happy hour

rarely starbucks will have this kind of promo and chance at starbucks, and nasib baik i have the chance for this as is only til 30th and only for weekdays...
only for frappucino...

i ordered black mocha, is kind of sweet, yea mocha ma...
normal price RM15.50 + RM1.80 for (additional Hazelnut/vanilla/caramel syrup) then happy hour (50% off) so 1 venti just RM8.65

cheap....
also, long time didnt drink and drink edi make my mood better.... ;)

left, mine Dark Mocha, right, JavaChip Frappucinoh~
not mine....

in the pic, behind that couch have 3 hot chicks...hehe

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

每一天...

每一天,就过着with沉重的心情...

每一天,没笑容...

每一天,没开心过...

每一天,伤心的伤心,没心情,脑里只有一样东西...


可是我不懂还能不能,haihh,真的是不懂...

学校的assignment做不出,我觉得,有些人会说我就是酱,每次不会做...那我不懂要怎么说了...

我就是酱没用...废才!

就是废才!

这个感觉好难受,要怎么暂停呢?

Saturday, April 23, 2011

i give my all...

i wish i can drop or PENG to the floor right away and pengsan there till next day.......


peng there, the head hit on the floor...boooom,, then next day parent wake me up and ask, hey what u doin on the floor....

my head already koyak, koyak more or less, is still no difference, as it really koyak already...

why i let it be?? coz i give it all....

i feel worth for it, although is not worth, once i give it, i cant take it back already......

i give it....

cz i know it...

is from my true heart...

thats all...



josh is nt the josh u know already...
when the real josh is back?? i dono...
until mh there...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Moon...

beautiful moon, i wish i can stare u all night long, looking at you, enjoy you and the beauty of the night...

hmm feel like playing the song and sing it, Frank Sinatra - New York, New York...

hmm, how nice if is Tokyo, Tokyo??

last night, hmm i should say before the night, after i shoot for sunset, i didnt wait for the sunset finish then off i went to swimming, i swim and swim, realise the sunset getting awesomer and awesomer....
heck, darn regret left early...

when i enjoy the sunset, i walk around, try diff angle, the sea breeze really calm me, i feel like close my eye and lying down at the beach...
the sea breeze blow all, everything that really stress me out, blow off from my mind...
hmm, now i do feel wana go to the beach again, although my house just near by beach, but that beach, is like 沙漠...dessert...
alot ppl like to go there...

i only go to pantai kundur, but kinda worry about safety as im alone, i hate to be alone...
always love to enjoy sunset with somebody...special...
hmmm the first time, hmm date? after that went to pantai kundur, sitting there chat, joke around, feel love...
okay stop the story...

after i swim for sometime, i get up check my fone, then saw the sky is dark, the other side is sea too, just beside only, then i saw thunder and something big...really BIG, and round and orange in colour...
my mind was, "errrr sunset is behind me, then this looks like sun, but heck, sunset is behind me!!"

eventually, is a moon lar, im not that stupid....
too bad, camera is in car, i just wearing swimming trunk, i wana rush to my car grab my cam but then lazy, then just jump off to the pool again...
as i didnt hav tripod too, so i cant catch the best moment...

after that, fast fast change cloth, drive back home, never eat, grab my big ass tripod go outside shoot the moon....

this the shot after i swim and somewhere beside the pool, more than a sec, can see a lil senget as i position the camera on my car...
but then before this, the moon was half and blocked by cloud and even bigger....and positioned even LOWer....

not really good angle, as at my house...
yea my lousy skill...
the moon doesnt looks what suppose....

this

OR

this??
both also not???

i like this the most, what the moon suppose to look like...
hmm this is the part the setting play...


i...love...you... <3

Monday, April 18, 2011

我很自私

不能看人家开心...

我一个人

没开心过

要我开心是很难

我要的东西,是很难也很简单

我只是要一个....

是我永远永远的承诺,我已经给的承诺,到现在我没放松它...

今天,梦到,梦里.........我不懂要怎么说...

一起来,就好辛苦,好辛苦,很想像女生们一哭就哭就好了...

心好辛苦,好痛苦,好疼痛....

我要怎么说??

真的很难受....难受啊!!

起身后,开电脑,看到一些东西..........

让到我....................

能看到,平时不做的,都有做,平时不去,都去,平时没有的,都有....

我呢?平时不喝那么多,我现在喝很多,喝到不醒人事,平时不痛,现在就痛到要死,平时不去,现在就不去 / 就会要去....


每个人都不懂,不知道,只是我一个人,静静就好了。自己痛自己难受自己痛苦没人知道....

我就是这样传情......
没人知道,算了吧....

只想闭上眼睛,安息就好了.......

drink, sorrow, run, hide.........

recent, i drink more than normal...

i drink alone, i drink alot...i drink at night, i cant sleep at night, every night i cant sleep, i cant close my eye, because i scare....

i scare to face it...

i just run away, i cant take it....

i just hide...

mayb i need something later on......

mayb u wont recognise who i am later on..........

coz, 我玩不起,我在逃避,我不能面对,我只能跑。。。

我放不下,我不想放...

不是的话,我...................

sunseto

yea, sunset again, im sunset chaser.... ;)

since today the weather is darn blardy hot, i plan to go to check out today sunset, i hope it is good...

BUT!!

crap, not really that nice, too much cloud, i cant get big round sun....sad~
and i didnt stay until the sunset end as i want to go swimming...
when i swim, i realise the sunset getting red and orange and super awesomeness....daaamnn!!
regret again....



sunseto for the day... ;)
wait next day i put up the photo of tonight full moon...

-done-

Saturday, April 16, 2011

drinks, clubs...

i dont drink that frequent, but now i do....

i dont club that frequent, but now i do....


last year, i club not more than 5 times a year...yes seriously...
drink, only with parent or family or with japs fren...
if with japs fren, for that case, i will drunk, and only at home lah...

now, this year, i club more than 5 times already, and haven reach a year...
hmmm, i do hope, i do want someone....(who?) can slow down a lil....like last time...

maison... this bunch, mad....
i kacau a lil, den i cabut...nasib im not the bulleye (aim)

movida, ladies night...
hmm not many chicks tho, but i enjoy more of myself and with frens...
nicest beer ever, hoegaarden, but expensive supplied by them...
i get before 10.30pm, so buy 1 free 1 for rm40+ so 1 for rm21something...so okay lah...

i found a place supply hoegaarden, not a pint, is a glass for rm14.75...fuh cheap shit....so happy enjoy it...wahaha 
too bad, u need member to  enter there, and price also for member...
next if i go, either i order liquor or if is beer, that for sure hoegaarden only...
now stout, i tried connor's....kinda nice...


rosemount...
enjoyed at machap umboo with my uncles, okaay lah...
as got 1 night i went machap and bring this and another left over bombay....
bombay was finish but didnt open this....
next day forgotten bring back home, then another night went up again go hav dinner with 2nd, 3rd, 5th and 6th uncle at machap umboo....2nd and 6th uncle is from aussie, they know which is the one...(for alcohols...)LOL

dang, my 2nd uncle and the aunty present me this....so happy.... =P


im a drinker?? no lah, not really also....
just like to enjoy them, got 1 time, sudden thought in my mind, how nice if my home have a small bar, and it have fresh draught of beers....syok~
of coz good beers lah, i cant stand beers like carlsberg....geli~
last time dont drink beer, now can accept d...
oh, especially good beer lah.... hehe
got 1 time, coz of 1 thing, i drunked myself at home, i cant even walk, and vomit inside toilet...
next day went class, sit there stood there termenung, head spinnin around, stomach feel gonna 'overflow'....
yeala, take liquor to, xiao chou and tao bi....
ya ya ya, haih, i dont want to face it...can or not?? i just dont want...

done, i dont want to say it d...

shisha, look out point...

shisha shisha, bad bad bad...but nice...
hmm u ppl will say, why josh take shisha, anyway i just try...i doesnt really like it but now i does feel wana try again, erm not for the sake of wanting....
no idea what is it...



look out point, nice place, very nice night scenery kuala lumpur city, too bad i didnt brought my cam...
that time went up with friends, then shisha there and playing cards....
pheww nasib baik never lose any money as i dont like to gamble....

oppss, i dont gamble and smoke (shisha)...now i do...
weird huh?? now i does something i dont usual do....
so what do that mean??


why i do and what do that mean??????????

Friday, April 15, 2011

hate??

is it now feel like hating??

hate??

i oso dono what i feel of....

inside me, kucar kacir, 乱!

真的是不明白,不清楚,不了解,不懂不懂不懂!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

IRRESPONSIBLE...

IRRESPONSIBLE....