Thursday, October 23, 2008

gone downward...

sigh...why this feeling comes to me again...and now is 1:10am...i just cant take the feeling so want to let it out in my bloggie...

im feeling depress...low mood...shitty mood...feel wanted to cry but cant help it...
seems like the darkness is coming to me...why??why so??why like that?? T.T

sigh wat a soft guy larr...like a crying baby...wat to do...is the feeling now felt...human mind cant understand at all...but not everything is easy so i everytime give my try...

wana kill myself off...dont want to live in this world...in this life...even in this universe...sigh life sucks...but i just cant left a person i love so much...but..but......haiz...

the tears hard to come out...my title of my bloggie really suitable for me..."a person choose to live and to love"and wanted to get loved...but seems to be goes away already...why??not like the time...

sooooo sad and want to be alone and cry...and want the person to be aside but....................

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

another genting trip...

another week of my final and also last week of my final...and the last day is fundamental of business paper...and that also damn stress studying it and so glad that wat i memorize it do come out...wow so happy when i see the last structure Q...woohoo nvm just only one of the three structure Q dono only...the 4ps...nvm larh...didnt espected that i simply memorize those short short notes also get spot...wow...haha

and when after the paper...11am but come out early so is 10am something so the heart inside is already beh tahan so also the day going trip to genting with dear and dear's secondary frens...all of them is nice yea...before of that also meet them already...just like to meet wei min and his gf,ah lao and zhi hua or the papa...haha just the "porridge" ok ok only and the last day when from hang tuah walk to pudu the mouth just cant stop diu-ing coz aiyo rich boy sure cant walk and "eat bitter" 吃苦walk far ma...wat to do...

btw from start...after exam then with dear dear,hui hui and cha hui go take breakfast after that then bring the two mmu fren go back hostel and then just go back car park leave dear and take the luggage to dear...coz dear taking by car go genting and her dad bring the 3 girls go...so only the guys will take bus....so pity lorr...so faster drove back home change to long jean and a tshirt then straight go malacca sentral but damn...mom purpose drive slow for me to late...^$^&$^&%#&^#^$%#

and last min reach there...paiseh lorr to them...hah really comfortable bus then the shitty johore bus...forgotten wat name but not kkkL...when reaching kl tol it rain and the driver still drive quite fast i guess...and then reach pudu station bout err...2.30pm...and bought genting bus ticket is 3.30pm...duh need wait worr...sien lorr and miss dear so much o...nvm lo and then decide go gai gai and saw mcDonald then go in to take lunch but i not that hungry so just eat a mcSaver nugget and a small pepsi...haihh pocket money go genting just rm150...where got enough lehh...sien..rm50 edi spend on the lunch,bus ticket,nasi lemak and dono wat bicuit and instant cup noodle...when reach at genting just already late evening and dear just wake up from sleep and then company me with other fren in room...haaa~~ not that bored edi lorr...haih the two of the couple wana sleep together sien and pekcek...nvm le...then after dat go eat...eat eat...then go kai kai lu...so nice weather and i enjoy much of the weather just din go outside walk walk only...too bad something i planned for cant be done nvm left it to next time...

next day everybody especially we guys very early woke up...and the girls and one of the couple sleep like nobody business then they go buy the all park ticket with the digi 30% discount...better for me to save bit for my money lol...ehh im not stingy arr coz no money to spend...even i see wrong price tag for a nice jean rm39 so happy but damn ah lao told that weird weird actually price tag only for the belt...==" damn i just simply samuiii...hahaha lol...waiting them to wake up then only wee min gf and me in room then see no tv program and eat instant noodle so sien then just decide go sleep again lol...after that they just come back and then just go to the park to play...play until bored coz all the same...then til late afternoon and hungry and tired edi decide go back room and rest then they open a "little casino" to play blackjack...bet with 10cent lol...i hav no coin so dont play and better dont...before dat dear dear told me dat canot play so wont loh...haha play til so long and bored and some of them also go out edi so leave some of us still playing...then decide go back room, and bath and sleep awhile just go out...when resting napping awhile sudden dear dear use the room phone call to room then call us out...but those sleep like pig so only me go with others out...(skip skip skip)

3rd day and also the last day morning 3 of the guys go down skyway buy ticket for skyway and bus ticket...and others and me still asleep...hehe then dear dear woke me up do me instant noodle then go bath and eat then ngam ngam they come back...haha..after that take the sky way go down then take bus go kl..but the shit is those ppl wana go kl shop but didnt care other ppl opinion and how gonna the bag put...especially one of the idiot couple dat still wana stay in kl...hah nvm larr...then only me and dear and the couple go shop at sungai wang...others so pity dat leave them at time square dono do wat and help take care of the bags...only 1 an half hrs or 2 hrs for dear dear go shop and find shoe...too bad didnt have much time for me go see thing then only see dear dear shoe...those converse type but ehem...china make lerr...hehe and sigh no money edi left rm10...but this trip better then the last...haha and the time also no much time for us to shop anymore so faster go back time square find them...wahh outside rain then go to the brige saw and buy mineral water and bread story to buy bread for me and dear dear lunch...after that go to the time square BAOZ shop buy pao...their pao really nice...then take monorail from imbi to hang tuah...then walk to pudu...gosh...dat is really damn far...damn damn damn far...and i taking two bags dat is mine and dear bags...and i can never will let dear dear take coz is heavy...:) then walk till near chee qiong gai and zhi hua go seven eleven buy two big mineral water and the "porridge" diu-ing there and dear dear is really damn bu shuang his mouth...just dont let me hear it near my ears...if not u will sure in deepsht and i will fark u hell off of shit...trust me...

huuu~~ we really make it in time into the bus...phewww really so glad of and whole person really damn tiring...then rest awhile and took the pao and eat and wow really nice and now i miss it already...haha told by dear dear dat the shop is only one in kl and in time square too...the bus after 20min just start to move...--" heck!!3pm bus we make it before 10min and is 3.20pm start moving out...wat la...
nvm larr at the meantime waiting and im eating the pao...haha after that me and dear dear just rest til reach alor gajah...at last reach malacca...huhu...
but sien and so tired dad still wana go shop wait and bring sis then aat somewhere buy cd then go back somewhere near my taman buy carrots and etc and 7pmsomething just reach home...waaasehh so tired loooo and headache...





this trip is nice to with u...and im already very satisfy...but damn is the most important thing is didnt have much pocket money to spend...haihh really spoil my mood...
after final and is my 3 weeks of holiday...omg how im gonna spend the 3 weeks my dear...sob sob im gonna bored to death...after that then 1st yr of 2nd semester start luuu...
6th november breaking fren want me together go foong there nilai college dance...7th is my day but but but...haihh feel dont want go but dont feel to ffk them lorr...

update for my wangan merc comin lo...muahaha!!!**evil**

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Is it a doom??

Dating 101: Four Ways to Turn Jealousy Into an Asset

Can the green-eyed demon be good for you?
By Dating expert Diana Kirschner, Ph.D.


It all started when you saw him or her looking at the cutie. And it went downhill from there. You may have made some jabbing accusations, started a yelling match, sulked, or generally made your partner pay. You felt justified, righteous. Worried, self-doubting, and sure that your partner was in the wrong. What you really wanted was reassurance and love -- the glorious unconditional kind. Sometimes you got it. Sometimes you didn't. Most all of us have had a few incidents like this. And there are those of us who have had more than a few.

“Jealousy is a form of negative self-talk which research shows can cause anxiety and depression.”

Jealousy is a form of negative self-talk which research shows can cause anxiety and depression. We all know it can lead to painful heartbreak, scads of worry, out-of-control outbursts, and setbacks in a relationship. It can even destroy love. But is it possible that jealousy can ever be a good thing?
Making jealousy work for you
Let's take a look at some ways that moderate spurts of jealousy might actually work in your favor. First of all, let's say your partner spends what seems to be an awfully long time laughing at some cutie's jokes. That worried jealous feeling in your gut can serve to show you that your partner is desirable to you. We have a tendency to devalue anyone who wants to be in a club that would have us as a member. Plus, after being in a relationship for a while, the sparks tend to die down. So seeing someone validate your partner's attractiveness is a good thing. It fans the sparks you still have for your partner. That flash of green in your eyes is a sign that you still care about and want him or her.
Secondly, having a jealous spell can give you tremendous insight into your own insecurities and negative self-talk. "She has such thin thighs...my thighs are fat." "She is so bubbly...and I am boring." "He is smooth, knows what to say...I never seem to make her happy." You can notice the ticker-tape of negative beliefs and worries about yourself when you become jealous. This is very important, because if you notice these ideas you can actually change them.
Third, mild attacks of jealousy can be a good thing because they can motivate you to grow and make yourself better. If you see your partner paying attention to some well-kept, in-shape person, you may think to yourself, "It's back to the gym for me!" If you see your partner flirting with a good-looking gal or guy, you may decide to work on your intimacy moves instead of letting your partner go wanting in that department.
Fourth, jealousy may show you that you need more from your partner: more attention, more compliments, more affection, or more passion. Then you can work on making it happen. If you are feeling loved and grounded in your relationship, you are less likely to become jealous. If you are fresh from a night of passion and "I love you's," another person cannot compete! No more jealousy.
What to do when jealousy happens

Here are four steps to help you turn jealousy into a positive force:
1. When you feel jealous, realize that it is a sign of how much you care for your partner. Make a point of being affectionate and caring. Tell them just how special and great they are. Chances are, they will focus even more attention on you and forget about anyone else.

2. Journal about the negative self-talk that jealousy brings up for you. For every negative statement, write a positive one. For example, if you write, "I have ugly acne," add a sentence like "My eyes are a gorgeous blue." This will actually help you rewire your brain circuitry in a positive way!

3. Notice what qualities make you jealous. Is it the fact that the other person is in great shape? Or that they are sensual? Make a plan to work on yourself so that you develop some of those same qualities.

4. When you are feeling jealous, think about what you might need from your partner. And use positive and straight talk to ask for it. For example, you might say, "Honey, I would love it if you would rub my shoulders and kiss the nape of my neck."
When jealousy goes too far

Of course, some of us have chronic and major struggles with jealousy. If you have the same scenario playing out over and over again where anger and fighting keep erupting, you may have a serious problem with the green-eyed monster. This often occurs if your partner has cheated on you in the past or if you are terribly insecure about your attractiveness to your partner. The painful saga may drag on with one lover after another. It results from picking players or people who are not into you or provoking good partners into unfaithfulness with your constant accusations.

“Serious and chronic jealousy is a type of paranoid self-talk that destroys love.”
Serious and chronic jealousy is a type of paranoid self-talk that destroys love. With this kind of severe jealousy, it is best to go into individual or couples therapy to work out the deeper issues.
The ultimate goal is to not allow jealousy to create negative self-talk and destructive comments and behavior. Instead, use spurts of jealousy to help you develop more positive self-talk, to be a better person, and to create more love in your life.




ps...i kinda like this article and also want to see those article that talk about relationship or love...

Monday, October 13, 2008

micro liao la...

13th oct as well as monday and also is my 3rd paper...microeconomics...before that is sunday hah damn...wasted the time with jeremy and his haih erm tong shui mui mui...go take lunch and drove the benz again then at mahkota plaza eat porridge...i called pork porridge with err pi dan...dono wats call in english tho....and jalan jalan in mp and dp...meanwhile normal of me insult him kaw kaw and the tong shui mui mui also...kekeke...then go wangan with him...when go home already bout 4pm something haih waaste time lorr...then start study but study nothing much...when nite time study til 3am something...damn also cant get it much but nvm lerr slightly can i guess....

then the day of exam morning wake up blur blur then straight go bath and take a bread on the way driving to eat...and traffic again so slow...sien...ma overtake here and there...my paper venue at main hall and dear dear is at exam hall...but nvm larh and dear dear still wana with me tho...and the mcq question is ok and got some of the topic really no idea...and structure Q 1st 2nd Q can do...and quite glad of...then 3rd Q kinda ok and 4th and 5th is kong edi....4th Q totally no idea and 5th just for got what is the 4 factor entre barrier...mean enter to monopoly business...i only know two of them but i write that dono should right onot...and damn i forgot other two is pattern and copyright...-TOOT- !! then i about slight over 10am finish and come out coz i dont want say there and last 30min canot come out...then saw tien chun and chat with him a lil while...then they go watch movie and i staying to wait dear dear at outside exam hall..haihh after exam edi also din make a call to me ask where am i...felt something weird...nvm lerr...then they spend a lil time they chatting there bla bla bla...

then just to decide where to eat...and dear fetch her fren and i drove my car go erm somewhere near "mmu corner" dat we called...haha then dear ordered wan tan noodle and fry noodle kuetiao and me is laksa...but erkk laksa not nice...and 3 of that is all i finish lol...too stress of studies...haha


the liang teh...not dat nice and quite sweet tho...but i like yesterday the porridge liang cha..more darker and taste would be more...haha


the wan tan noodle...but the taste is like more to tasteless edi...argh damn now dinner time hungry le...haha


the fry noodle kuetiao...taste also not dat good but enjoy take photo with my N73...haha kinda lazy use my camera...and with the sweet sauce eat taste much nicer..


the laksa...erm taste more like curry noodle...haih but i miss the malim asam laksa larr...haha fuyohh damn spicy although i din take much of spicy food...and also miss my teacher dat day raya asam laksa...wahh saliva come out edi...sslrrrpppp...lol

after that then i again head to ulu bertam...and now is driving myvi...and test the top speed...when reach at the traffic light wow 1st queue...nice and better....when green light straight off and throttle till 5k rpm too...2nd gear also till 5k...then speed edi slowly gain til 150kmh...and yay still can go but stuck awhile at 150kmh den lift off a lil bit then the car change to 4th gear...then huh wtf still and just change to 4th erm nvm de speed wana gain like dat but i step again and change back to 3rd gear and at 5k rpm more...then i run out of straight edi and decide go for another run then make U-turn after dat same to 5k rpm change gear...when straight to the bridge wow so bumpy and the car jumping lol...felt like float but awhile only...huuu~~ scary balls shrink lol...then after gear change to 4th and down to bridge manage go up to 155kmh and still can more but got car infront edi...damnn...sien lorr nabeh ma let off throttle and to traffic light U-turn again but 3rd gear stuck at 150kmh...when change to 4th gear speed drop...and can see my driver side side mirror shaking like mad coz the side mirror accident by other ppl and just glued back...haihh and i also off the radio listen anything happen...then head to the lil touge then just get back home...

when reach home...sms awhile with dear then open aircond then go sleep....is really a damn hot day...everybody pls drink more water...so nice rest of my nap for some hrs...when wake up then chat with devil bout i hit 200kmh and 150kmh...

did i so crazy??lol....




ps-coming update of merc and star drift with photo...:D

final start lo....!!

the week of my 1st week final 6th to 12th Oct...
but my 1st sub start is on wednesday 8th....is math sub and i like the most but damn..so stress of ready it for a day...but is with tips....lol only erm start with behind chapter i only follow those tips....when after de exam waaaa damn hungry then go eat...relax abit edi...when reach home hah relax too much hahahaha....before exam mad like shit...didnt take dinner...ohh before exam get sick...fever and apetite goes wrong...dono stomach wat prob...when fever eat medicine ok back den come again...but i still force myself to study aa...dear dear kept mentioning me go rest but i cant...haha love u lorr...

and erm on 10th oct is computer application exam...dat paper should say is damn easy coz teacher giving all the tips...bulat bulat...and me this person stupid mind...cant memorize thing much...but hah i still manage to memorize some...so happy for that and i let go erm i guess 15marks...but in the 15marks got hentam any answer i guess should get any mark larh...and this exam is on 3pm...ok larh before dat manage to memorize abit...

then after dat i relax too much and next week 13th oct is micro paper...so on the last day of late afternoon just start study....very shit and idiot...haihh before dat day sunday i go wangan...ehem..muehehe....at ulu bertam with jeremy...i brought my merc go...jeremy is his wira...he can til 141kmh but no rpm meter worry blow the engine...after dat U turn at the traffic light he giv me sign call me go....muahaha is the time the bull come...here come the merc...2.8l inline 6...and tired before...150kmh at alor gajah front wheel start vibrate...and yea again and up to 170kmh...balls shrink..lol...but behind cant see jeremy at all...lost in my sigh...wakaka then go to the highway intersection end of cheng there let jeremy put his car and take a ride in the merc...then go in highway again this is the serious wan lol...but the abit of downslope of bridge saw infront got car....cant manage..haih toot larr turtle driver on fast lane...kekeke nvm lorh then make U-turn at the traffic light and hit it again...after U-turn i rev the car change gear at 5k rpm...wana maintain good edi dont want floor too high...then manage to up to 170kmh and jeremy told dat yea felt the front wheel is vibrating...170kmh go on more...wow 200kmh and over abit only jeremy say wehh enough edi arr 200kmh will die wan arr...haha so funny if i floor more and up to bridge i guess can more but the bridge corner too tight cant lerr sure slow down already...when speeding up to 200kmh i have no feel about i was speeding at that speed...the car is damn stable just the front wheel din give confident...but is ok tho overall...heavy car bull engine...rear wheel drive sommore...always make my feet itchy when i drove merc...muekeke

and on saturday and is before dat 11th oct is star drift practice day and i also drove the merc go coz myvi parent drove go work...and actually wana try myvi 1st but nvm larh try the merc...so nice drive at highway and then that the 1st feel scared my dat the front wheel...from start alor gajah highway i floored til 150kmh and that time less traffic so good news to me...haha and got a satria neo try keep up with me just cant when slow down he manage to keep...sure lar...start of alor gajah til afamosa i only took 20min...i really shock...lol if plus from home den is 40min...damn fast edi...hahaha coz cheng area too much traffic and i go petronas petrol station buy mineral water...and when i reach star drift buy ticket then go in find sean...sean was shock saw me sudden come so early...and i reach early saw not many car there i guess some of them still havent come...and i decide see they drift 1st...dont want take photo first...chat a lil with sean and seems dat he get a new honda accord...wow...and his dunlop S13 oil temp those meter can stand up...coz dat time drop down...kekeke and there was windy but everything change when afternoon so damn hot and saw djan go in track already then took out the camera and apply sun block...and run in to the track... damn...and Star Drift track of this round 3 is reverse track...kinda cool and i like it too bad i cant drift lol...haihh so i took my shooting place at the 3rd clipping i guess and is the big corner and long drift...good to turbo cars but not bad the NA or KEs manage to drift...it show our malaysian drifters level up...not bad...but my pic not dat satisfy as when in toyo haih but sunday cant come coz wana study...but study spend a afternoon go eat with jeremy and his tong shui mui mui and then with jeremy go wangan at ulu bertam...nvm larh...

and yay fish help me get the new version of dcm sticker rm25 and is white...but chrome colour is rm35 when i call him say want chrome but they keep edi...aiyohh nvm larh next event just get from yoong...


ps:random pic...japanese beer(expired) and yochi for dear and pic of youta...hehe and pic of me as well...zi lian...haha better den zi bei...








Sunday, October 12, 2008

sigh...life sucks tired of living...

haihh things kept change eventually...i dono why...i hope too much i want too much...
thats why i get sooooo much of disapoinment...haihh
dono wat is this feeling and my mind is really messed up...feeling also messed up...just to sighing every moment...

worrying dat i will become the time again...the most downward time of me...just like the darkness is beside me...everything i see is all whole darkness...everything is dark and all i hope is light....dear u are only my light i wanted to be...all i wanted is u...

life...im getting so tired of...wats about life??i dont really understand...i just felt that i wana blow off my farking head...just end my farking life...and dont really hope to living in this beautiful world...i really wana gave up everything include i living in this world...felt the soul in my body gonna go away again...why why??!!i getting weaker and weaker...and wana cry...just cant help....IM FUCKING WEAK!!haihh why letting me living in this world...cant take it anymore...

yea parent born me to learn...become good...but they dont feel good to me...i mean they doesnt feel im good...ppl feel dat im good...sigh...yea they disappointed...its killing me...

all i wanted dat feel end this life all of sudden...and doesnt feel and hurts...pains anymore...too much of heartache to take...hey im not gonna suicide ok...lol anyone can "donate" to my head a 50caliber?? or 5.56caliber larh....haihh
how nice if the speed 200kmh i hit that day and just boom like that...nice huh??just a sec then boom...no need to think...heartbeat 100 straight to 0....yea....sighh
too tired to live....






ps...i love u...and i love u all my friends...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Star Drift Challenge '08 Round 3 . 11-12th October



Event Name: Star Drift Challenge '08 Round 3
Organised by: Stargazer Scientific, Drift.com.my
Venue: A'Famosa Water World carpark, A'Famosa Resort, Melaka
Date: 11-12th October 2008
Time: 9:00am-7:00pm (Saturday), 9:00am-6:00pm (Sunday)
Spectators' Charges: RM5 per day
Thrill rides Charges: RM30 for 2 full laps excluding pit entry/exit


Schedule
Saturday
Practice - 9:00am-7:00pm
Sunday
9.00am - Practise session 1 start.
10.50am - Practise session 1 end.
11.00am - Drivers' briefing at main canopy.
11.25am - Practise session 2 start.
1.15pm - Practise session 2 end.
1.30pm - Ace qualifying commence.
3.00pm - Novice qualifying commence.
4.30pm - Announcement of Best 16.
4.40pm - Tsuiso start.
6.00pm - Prize giving.


yess!!Star Drift is here again and still held at malacca Afamosa resort big car park...only the most big and highspeed car park track in Malaysia...and i think i will be there on saturday only due to this two weeks is my final...i will hang there to shoot photos,find sean and others...and nevertheless listen the noise dat the engine,exhaust and tyre screech...and the tyre smoke...haha my fav...and i dont think i will get sun burn again...gonna ready my kits....hehehe
wawawawaaaaa...!!!really cant wait lo...u all pls come!!


pls visit here for more info http://www.drift.com.my/forum/viewtopic.php?t=26346

First Day of Raya...

Before first day of raya jeremy had told me after i come back from genting that zuraini my form5 account teacher got open house and us old boy go buka puasa...eh buka puasa?!lol hehehe just kidding...go eat only...kekeke miss that good teacher...when next day morning wake up bout 11am something and i check my fone saw sms by him dat i need go now...omg faster wake up go bath and clean up myself then giv him a call then grab car key straight cabut go malim shell petrol station meet him after that just go...this joker dono road and thought i dono also...duihh last yr i got go larr....hahaha!!



pic taken in teacher house...after eat and go toilet let out...hehehe...i like teacher's pinang asam laksa...erm kketupat and etc...wow nice lorr...now hungry edi...lol then its normal we form5 and class 5m talk kok and loud loud in teacher home...very noisy but some of them me and jeremy sure ignore them like duck,chai po,bout this some...and if duck just talk wrong thing we both just already ready our gun then shoot shoot only...dont care wat u think to us...wahahha diu lei la....kekekeke not that fun with those erm smokers,idiots,childish person...boring and lame...

after that then we decide go back and 3 of us me,jeremy and yew chin go dato house to think and go out find chicken bday present...muehehe!!when start car just a feller also driving new myvi and newer myvi version look not dat nice to me and performance also same wan la is see how u drive...accelerate at there nia...duhh after my turning then he is beside me...my steering still turning right side...i just simply floor it and wheel spin...wahaha see who can...i know anybody can just myvi not dat easy to do nia...kekeke or want me perform a slide at there??heh...just yew chin drive motor later kena him sure sien edi...haha

last time both of them in secondary time got mix them and also coz of band...but dono why now no more...haha...sigh this dato seems to be just wake up look but nvm and his mom...datin so nice serve us drink...and fruits..aiyo datin no need to kek ki la...hahaha so nice mom...if is my mom...do it urself la...lol and we a day at mp finding chicken present...jeremy decide to play him kaw kaw dat buy him erm...cosmetic sets and when he open den we make up for him...hahaha!!!but cant...so den we try hang out many shops still cant then at guardian...see see den jeng...lol girls got use...ehem..not going to say...hehe but me and dato good hearted see adidas perfume...erm blue colour if im not wrong...light scent..not bad tho but im not adidas fan...lol...price about little bit more then rm35...and is 4 person share sure ok...then help jeremy find the pad...lol...then we found a price resonable small pack and cute is wisper brand...mmm pinky lol....then we go find barbie doll present wrapper and go my shop wrap...haha cant stop laughing and dono how is his reaction when open mannn!!!!

then nite time he belanja us at Friend's Cafe...haih kena us kill is wallet...no choice come to this cafe...haha then dato ordered jack daniel and johnny walker with coke...then chicken said huh wat wat den see menu..wtf!!hehehe canot tahan see his face...kekekeke




simple drink but nice...

then mom bday on 3rd oct and we make our own bombay with 7up...no sprite...haih taste too sweet...weirdo...


and some photo...simply take when bored with my n73me...civic doll...and my yochi..chi chi keychain...:)



Sunday, October 5, 2008

boring holidays...(moodless genting trip)

hah ok...so damn lazy to write...haihh sienn but still write coz CANOT BECOME LAZY!!hehe...
29th sept-5th oct is a week holiday or raya holiday...and on 29th sept and is monday...me,my family and with japanese fren go genting...soooo damn shit coz only drove til half way at alor gajah got lame ppl quarrel said late and not enough time after at genting den go kl hotel to hav a nice expensive buffet...den said go back...haihh again spoil the mood again and my mood from that time till all the day im just no mood...just fark up of those ppls...haihh...but i just enjoy the touge....genting mountain road either uphill or downhill...but i prefer downhill coz is so steep and cool and challenging...muehehe

genting we stay at awana coz all fully book...sienn need to company and bring sister go play those theme park and my planning is i play alone and shop alone...but planning just lebih,always been spoil by my family ppls...indoor=boringggg...outdoor waste money just play one and then theme park close coz raining and too much of mist...waste the money edi lorh....sighh...then go back genting hotel there bring sis play some games and waiting for mom come out from casino with jap fren....but damn is at there waited for dono how many hours and my mood gone f+rk and leg pain and hungry...at the time i saw 3 person play the basketball damn cool and geng...for me nahh nothing tho...

seems my dear said Go Go cafe's hot dogs was nice then i try...erm rm4.50(bun with hot dogs and some vege) then buy a 100plus rm3 and a jagung for sis...fulamak so...ehh quite pricey tho...but the hot dog nice la...haha or 1901 hot dogs also nice...

play those game...rm3 for a game...fuuuuhhhhhh "cheap" eh....duihh jialat lo...no choice just to waste time...sooo pekcek waiting ppl and is i damn hate to wait ppl...coz is just will spoil my day and mood...outside there i can see is only white....less then 1meter...huh i dono how to drive during this type condition...but some ppl still can touge...muehehe!!dono why...i just simply like touge road...muehehe!!

after some hours waiting there...and sms with my dear...one at genting and one at cameron...soooooo miss her and bcoz of bad mood ter-make her angry...im bad...haihh (skip this dont want talk bout hehe...)and then me,sis,two bro waiting for mom...hah damn diu...after dat then go car park take car deciding go back awana or first world for me to shop...lebih again after dat mom said go 1st world eat and for me go shop...damn no mood edi so sien wana shop la...i share with sis golden fry rice rm22...damn...but nice tho...haha then play m16 rm18 per person...so nice but just lack the real life dat the recoilment...all my shot get 7.8 and above...yeaaaa...from ns training geh...wakaka...then i've been force by mom go shop then walk and shop alone...quite nice no ppl kacau...i took alot of time den just get a tshirt nia then reach 10pm edi...shops all closing...then we all go back to awana...the downhill very hard to drive in cloudy situation and the 5 hairpins corners is my...hehe...hah just love it...lol...
when reach awana,then go listen ppl singing and i take a cocktail...AK47...fuhh damn kaw...and chun...hah most suitable my mood larr...hehe didnt take de pic coz fone out of battery and din bring camera up...lazy to jaga...haha

den nite sleep...morning wake up feel so tired and go take breakfast buffet...so lousy and i take abit...din hav the mood and stomach not feel good...then go back room SLEEP again...haha then just bring jap fren go back airport and we head back to malacca...when reach home i just feel relief...abit and sleep and tam my dear...

genting trip only genting road attract me...wahaha others...sien la no fun go with my boring family...and my bro always lebih with wat i want to do...


and this miso soup cook by japanes fren at home...the thing inside very much and wow i like the soup lorr...haha



[more update on my this week...called by me is boring holiday..] :p