心。

我的心呢？？

还在寻找着我的心。。。

once

there's once i've loved the most.
just that once and serious once.

wonder do i have another time and another serious time?
i just know i lost everything, and i dont have confident.
i mention i lost everything doesnt mean i've committed something "illegal" or wrong in the term, cheat.
nop.


well, i know i loved very much, die die i dont let go my hands. even today.
"... said it, it is already passed." (not by me)
past for present, i dont care, as long i trust my heart.
shits happen, i dont care, as long i love ...

well, i just want to express myself, as currently just finish going thru the notes for 2molo last paper. i have no shit clues about it. i only know im goin to fucked and handing in empty. means, PHAILL!!
i dono who i am, what am i, hell am i.
confuse.

bye...

a beer pls?

took this before the BOM exam paper. was too nervous, gan jiong edi.
just like now, freaking nervous. thinkin of drink a can of beer but then my house didnt have beer, so take Tequila shot.
later 8.15pm have Marketing Planning & Organising paper. now memorizing some of the point.
2 day studying, not any shit goin in my brain. although study with tips.
i hate memorizing, i cant memorizing shit. lousy short term memory, plus im getting no interest in studying.

feel like givin up, but cant.

arggghh, heart jumpin fast, mood arent right. feel like drinnking beer to cool me off. phaarrkkkk!!

没心

真的没心读书。
不懂要怎么样，明天要考试，到现在2.47am还没读完。
读来读去也读不懂。

已经不知道自己在读什么书了。
我爸懂的话一定会很失望，我自己都失望本人了。
已经失去那读书的兴趣和目的。

我想，明天的BIS会交白卷吧，我不希望咯。haihh

hate my life

dono why i just hate my life so much...

need greens so much, to get the thing i want.


hmmm, seriously, time fly fast, i spend most of my time at home. i can feel im getting lazy lazier by time. lazy to do things, lazy to go out. sleep sleep sleep.
just like that. i spend most of my time at home. alone.

never been good.

since........

didnt been that good. never been feel great.

since.......

just feel that...low...
lowest point of all....

when honda meets toyota

just a photoshoot before the cny.

and ohh! happy cny, gong hei fatt choi.
i dont need to story any about of my cny, n.o.t.h.i.n.g about it.
dont need mention about valentine too. ;)

anyway, just a photo shoot before cny, and i just done wrapping the mugen front lip to dry carbon look with a Type One sticker at the middle. right after 4 days, my mom drove the car and scratch the lip, ONCE again...
well, female cant drive. this is fact, although is not majority of them cant drive. fact is fact. ;)
true story.

i was mad, seriously mad about it.
the front lip repainted just right before the 30th night. till now, the front look doesnt look as the picture itself. ;)

the corolla ee90 aka ae92, is my friend's one. he's also a car enthusiast like me. we just student, we enjoy cars and etc. quite budget still.
wait till we grad and get a job. things will be better, maybe i will change my ride. OR something with K related??